Am I really blogging now? Wow, that's great. Unfortunately, writing isn't my type of doing. But what else could I do? I have these intense feeling to write. An urge or something lustful obsession to showwhat has been inside of me.
Recently, just before I wrote this, I have been ill. Very very very Ill. All things making me sick and I ended up hating my jobs. I hate myself, sitting in my chair, touching my laptop, starting my work, making template in magento. I even hate to open my software application needed to start my work. I even hate waking up, hate this, hate that, and to the extent that I hate myself. Whoa!!! What's happening to me right now? Should I go to a psychologist and get some therapy? OR maybe not, blogging is a therapy. It's a lot been better that I have express it here. My Daily Routine is so boring, I wake up at noon, or after two hours more or even 3, Prepare for work for an hour, travel for an hour, go to work for 6 hours, back to my girl friend's apartment to work again, and sleep at 6am in the morning. And it did happen every day for more than a month now. Wow, that's amazing I survive that.
I love my work, I have too many ideas for it. But there is one thing I forgot, myself. And it resulted to the weeks of hell of my life. Making me crazy. Whoa!!! This is the first time I have been dominated by stress and negative things, but thanks to this blog that I have spill it out.
I forgot to introduce myself, I am Dimpleton, not my real name of course. This blog will be all about me, dramas, stories, events, people or anything this aching heart want to shout!!!
Please Don't mind the exageration. Sometimes exaggeration is better than plain text as in notepad.
If you do able to read this line. Thank You
Good Day and God Bless... Expect more to come..
Monday, February 2, 2009
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